It hurts.

[sent]

The day you added me it was my birthday.

I felt absolved, or whatever.  So much relief.  In my head, I said "That was one of the nicest birthday presents I could have had; thank You, God" -with a genuine smile on my face.

I logged into my [Site], and it was weird, because I didn't see you on there; I didn't have any more followers than I'd had the day before.  But I thought [Site] maybe was having a glitch, because it was being generally a bitch that day.

Anyway, I went out, had a Birthday (pretty happy), and came home in a light, happy mood.


-Logged onto [Site] again.  This time, no problems.  Looked at my followers.


...Finally got it.  :{



I have a lot of feelings, but there's only one or two (and they're more like *thoughts*)- that I wanna share.  I am sorry for having been the precipitant of making you feel so uncomfortable & weird.  I think it's a shame, and for that reason I am sad.  I don't think you should have to feel that way...and I know I'm not (all, or really) the cause.  I'm just sorry you have to feel that way.

My birthday went from a lighthearted joy, to an occasion for feeling really...damn...sad.  It's pointless to tell you that I'm a nice (& decent) person and not creepy- I would snort at anyone who said it to *me* -but, I don't know...I just hope somehow you'll know that, and in the rear view mirror, it'll help/ease you somewhat.

Take care, [x].
[Me]
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